3am thoughts

from In Exile by Holy Ramen

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lyrics

Shit I'm on cloud nine again
My feet so light flying high I'm so elated
Fuck the world I'm getting faded
These laws and norms are overrated
Work till you stress and get frustrated
All that you know is simulated
Never without a drink in my hand
I ain't tryna make conversation
No use now sticking to a plan
Life is always changing directions
Everything is just a point of view
You're delusional if you think you know the truth

3am thoughts
Got me tied up in a knot
Sleep walking on the lot
To somewhere I forgot
I kinda wanna live
I kinda wanna die
Too indecisive can't make up my mind
3am thoughts
Keep me frozen in the spot
Wondering when I'll fall
Once and for all
Who gave you permission to live in my head
Take the eviction notice and never come back again

I don't wanna dish out and pay these bills so
Imma loop around before you reload
Take a shot from behind I got no ego
Head to Taco Bell and order a burrito
When that midnight hunger strikes
I'm all gassed up stumbling about
Like where the hell am I
(Where the hell am I)
You counting sheeps I'm counting ducks
You gotta live life not giving a fuck
These wisdom come with age
But with age now it's too late
(I'm getting older)
Calm down I'm just messing around
My mind's full of strange noises and sounds
Think I got injected with the universe
Always making something new with the fairy dust

3am thoughts
Got me tied up in a knot
Sleep walking on the lot
To somewhere I forgot
(Where am I)
I kinda wanna live
I kinda wanna die
Too indecisive can't make up my mind
3am thoughts
Keep me frozen in the spot
Wondering when I'll fall
Once and for all
Who gave you permission to live in my head
Take the eviction notice and never come back again

The world don't care about your problems
They got their own to worry about
I used to long for sympathy
Till I found out you were all just like me
Fucked in the head
Can't tell what's right and what's left
Think I need some therapy
But my soul's now way beyond your reach
Wiping my glasses clean
Now it's clear I'm in a false reality
Get drawn out by Groening
Maybe that'll show me my destiny
Used to hate being alone
Now I'm married to it
My friends probably think I'm dead
Cause I keep on ghosting them
(Oops)

But I'm sorry I
Just can't handle the stress of who I am
Tryna find a reason to keep on breathing
Dive head first into the ocean
Maybe I'll find comfort
Under the crushing pressure
Get these thoughts out my head
Get these thoughts out my head
(Get out, get out)
And will you still love me
When I finally find peace

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from In Exile, released April 22, 2022

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Hailing from Toronto, Holy Ramen is an up and coming Pop and Hip Hop artist with a penchant for writing infectious tunes and relatable narratives.

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